Funeral for a Friend

After meeting our partners for prayer and planning this afternoon, I decided to let Juli drive while I pushed Ashlyn home in her stroller.  We stopped by a playground for a few minutes before popping into a shop on our walk from Baldoyle through Bayside, Kilbarrack, and then onto Raheny.  Rather than take the main road through Kilbarrack, I decided to stroll through the neighborhood streets near the gym where I coach a girls under 11 basketball team just in case any of the kids or their families were out and about. After crossing the long and winding footbridge over the Kilbarrack Dart station I spotted a guy I've ran into time and time again.

I walked up and gave him a customary Dublin greeting, "What's the story?"

"I'm going to a friend's funeral.  I'm just after waiting here for some mates."

"I'm sorry to hear that, was your friend young?", I replied.

"He was 30.  He was shot by some gangsters just up the road.  He had killed a lot of people himself.  One of those revenge things."

"So your friend was involved in criminal activities?", I asked.  "Drugs?"

"Yeah."

"So how's your battle going?  Are you still staying off the drugs?", I asked him.

Although I cannot remember this man's name, I had met him while watching a soccer match in the Raheny Inn about a year ago.  He had told me that he was trying to kick a heroin addiction and was only using cocaine and methadone at the time.  Baby steps.  I let him know about our church work in north Dublin and he was impressed that we had come over to do "charity", as he called it.  For the past several months I've chatted very briefly with him as his team comes in to play indoor soccer after we finish our under 11 basketball practice.

"It's going pretty well." he replied, "I play soccer over at the gym every week, but it's pretty hard because everybody's mixed up with drugs around here.  So, is your wife Irish?  Why are you over here again?"

"No, my wife's American.  We're here working with a church, remember.  We meet in homes to study the Bible, to pray, and to encourage each other to love our neighbors and love God."

"Oh yeah, right.  Hey, there's my mates.  I'll catch you later."

"Hey, take care, we'll talk again."

With that Ashlyn and I crossed the road and walked past the church were the funeral was being held.  A lot of people had gathered to pay their respects and I couldn't help but notice a significant Garda (police) presence.  When I got home I opened up my Evening Herald and on the fourth page was a follow up article regarding the man who had been killed.  You can read the original article here.  http://www.herald.ie/news/the-panda-shot-dead-in-gun-battle-2878621.html

Why does a 30 year old man get gunned down in the prime of his life?  Why would he have ordered the killing of many other people prior to his own death?  Money, power, drugs.  Why is drug trafficking so lucrative?  Why is there such a demand for illegal substances that do nothing but ruin lives?  People are searching for meaning, maybe even transcendence.  People are hurting and they're looking for someway to fill the void that only God can fill.

I look forward to running into "your man" (as the Irish would say) sometime soon.  I hope to take our conversation further.  I long to have the opportunity to share with him the hope that can only be found in the resurrection of Jesus Christ my Lord. - Shay

I've Died a Hundred Times

Back in June before Juli and Ashlyn went back to the States for a three week visit, the Smith family took a trip out west to county Mayo.  I wrote about the trip in an entry called Climbing Croagh Patrick.  What I didn't mention was that while driving out to Castlebar I had one of those surreal moments where I was reminded that on such narrow, wet, and winding roads it wouldn't take much of a mistake to end up in a field or bog or ditch.  I then remembered that countless times I've had such accidents in my dreams (not daydreams, mind you).  A phrase was lodged into my head..."In my dreams, I've died a hundred times."  I made a mental note as we drove along that it might be a good opening line for a poem.

Five days before Juli and Ashlyn arrived back to Dublin while I was at Camp Shamrock I took that first line and went ahead and wrote the poem.  I knew where it would begin, but I wasn't quite sure where it would end.  This is where it went.

In my dreams I've died a hundred times,
And each time I awake to find that I'm alive.
But one day I'll awake to discover,
That the death I died was real and life is over.
Will it be in some horrific car crash?
Or like Pompeii, will life freeze in volcanic ash?
Maybe I'll be taken by a terminal disease.
Or at the age of 99, I'll just drift away in ease.
Whether young or old, rich or poor, my life will have its ending.
But as I'm laid into the cold dark earth, is it the end or the beginning?

This question isn't the most pleasant to consider, but it's certainly worth considering.  I pray that we're living in such a way here in Dublin that those we're around feel the hope we have of resurrection life and desire to live it for themselves. - Shay

Moving House

 The Smith family has loved living near St. Anne's and the sea this past 13 months, but as of tonight, we'll be sleeping in a new (to us) house on the north side of Raheny.  We'll still be close to St. Anne's and the sea and we'll be able to continue to build on our friendships in the village.  It's 9:00 PM local time and I still have to finish cleaning our kitchen in our old apartment, so I better get to it! - Shay

Davis & Bailey "working hard" to figure out the cable

Craig & Shay fixing the bed

Scott & Denise in marriage therapy.

Thanks Merschon for all your help!

Camp Shamrock By the Numbers

2,789 - Feet from the Irish Sea to the top of Slieve Donard, the tallest mountain in Northern Ireland. 8 of us climbed it on Saturday.

41 - Campers, low for Shamrock, but all of 'em great lads!

22 - Campers from Northern Ireland.

19 - Campers from the Republic of Ireland.

14 - Campers from around Dublin.

9 - Days at spent at camp.

8 - Nights spent in a tent.

5 - Lads in my tent.

4 - Bible classes centered on the theme of "Agents for God".

1 - Baptism.

Bonus: 2 - Beautiful girls I'll be picking up at the Dublin airport in the morning! - Shay 

Camping Shamrock Style

Eleven years ago I was blessed with the opportunity to work for three weeks at Camp Shamrock www.campshamrock.com in the Tollymore Forest Park near Newcastle, Northern Ireland.  It was one of the last things I did during my 15 month internship with the Nottingham Church of Christ in Stapleford, England and beyond a shadow of a doubt, it was the most memorable.  Juli had the chance to serve at the camp the previous two years and we've both worked there together in 2002 and 2007.  We arrived in Dublin last year in time for me to serve as a counselor.  I wouldn't miss it!  Many of our friends in Ireland were first made at camp.  In fact, if it weren't for Camp Shamrock we wouldn't be living and working in Dublin right now (at least, not in any way that I can reckon).

So I'm off in 30 minutes to pick up some local lads, seven of whom I will have worked with previously through Sports Across Ireland in Ballymun, and the 18 of us (3 cars) will make our way up north.  Some of the time we'll be wet, cold, hungry, and tired, but at all times we'll be having a blast and growing closer to Christ.  I look forward to sharing what the Lord will have done through our week at camp. - Shay   

The Wicklow Way - The First Day and the Last Day

My alarm went off bright and early on Monday at 5 AM.  By 6:15 I was on the Dart and on my way to Bray where I caught the 185 bus to just past Enniskerry at a place called Shop River (no shop or river that I could see).  My map of the Wicklow Mountains indicated that I should have been able to catch a couple of old roads over to the Wicklow Way trail and I soon discovered that the roads where indeed old.  So old that an amazing amount of vegetation had grown up - much of it the pointy, sticky, and itchy variety.  I decided that I'd better backtrack and head down the road where I would join up with the W.W. at a later junction. 

As if  my sticky incident didn't get my hike off on a bad foot, my backpack (or packpack as Ashlyn is inclined to call it) began to put stress and strain on my upper back and shoulders.  I soon decided to discard an old pair of shoes I'd brought in case my cheap hiking boots (more on that later) were to get seriously wet.  I left the shoes at the gate of some fancy estate and hoped that the owners might wear a size 13 and could use them while they worked on their garden.  It wasn't long before I realized that I might as well put some of my other belongings into a trash bag and stash them in the woods where I could pick them up again on the way back.  I recently read a travel article that stated you should always only bring half of what you think you need and as I trekked along in the morning sun, I realized that I had failed to heed this advice and needed to take a load off.  I hoped that no one would see me stash my gear, but just as I emerged from the woods a Mercedes drove up and two female hikers from some other European country were dropped off to begin their day in the mountains and glens.  Feeling  a bit sheepish about leaving my gear in the woods (there was a sign stating that dumping could incur fines up to 1800 Euro) I quickly resumed my way up the trail before they could notice what I had done.

Now that my pack was at a more manageable weight and knowing that I was several hundred meters ahead of the Euro chicks, I began to take in the dramatic landscapes of rugged mountains and sweeping glens.  I've always found energy in nature and I love to spend time in conversation with God while I walk through his creation.  The W.W. provided me with just the setting and solitude I had been desiring over the past few weeks, so my God and I walked through the hills together.

After crossing the Glencree River and passing through the Crone Woods up past the Powerscourt Waterfall, I hit the exposed moorland of the Heather Deserts.  I sat and enjoyed my lunch of almonds, bananas, apples, and raisins while overlooking Dublin Bay to my north, the Irish Sea to my east, and the rolling pastureland of County Wicklow to my south.  To the west sat Djouce Mountain (pronounced juice) at 733 meters (or 2,400 feet).  The peak of Djouce is technically off the W.W. trail, but as they've said about Everest, since it's there it's meant to be climbed.  At the top I ran into another couple of Europeans (I'm guessing Dutch or German based on their accents).  We took photos of each other (well, for each other) and about 5 minutes after hitting the top, I was on my way back down to the trail.

I passed over White Hill before descending into the Luggala Valley.  The view of Lough Tay which sits at the bottom of the glen is one of the most dramatic I've seen in all of Ireland.  The lake gets its name from the Gaelic word for hot.  Trust me, there's nothing hot about this lough, but the name refers to the fact that the water never freezes in the winter due to all of the eroded peat floating throughout.

After hitting the R759 for about a kilometer, I entered into another wooded area that sits above the Luggala Valley.  At this point I really began to feel the strain of the days journey.  I had bought a cheap pair of hiking boots almost a year ago, but had only once worn them on a long hike.  That day my feet were killing me by the end of it, so what possessed me to wear them on the W.W.?  I'm not sure.  But I was regretting that decision at about 1:00 yesterday afternoon.  By 2:30 I had lumbered into the village of Roundwood and began my search for my B&B.  My feet were absolutely throbbing from my 18 and 1/2 mile hike and I was beginning to wonder how I was going to do another several miles over the next two days.

I finally found my B&B on the south side of the village (you wouldn't have thought that it would be that hard in a village the size of Roundwood), but just my luck, the owners were not at home.  So I hid my pack next to their tool shed and went back into the village to find some refreshment.  While I sat sipping my drink at one of the local establishments, an older gentleman sat down next to me and asked me about my t-shirt.  He had noticed the Bible verse on the back (1 John 2:24).  We introduced ourselves to each other and Tom told me about how he had married and Irishwoman and moved to Roundwood from Liverpool, England.  He explained how he's been involved with a spiritual renewal movement and he was interested in my faith.  After telling him about our work in Ireland, I let him know about my W.W. explorations and that I was meant to be staying at a B&B on the south side of town.  "Oh, that would be John and Ann's place", Tom responded.  "I'll give 'em a ring for you, they're also involved in this spiritual renewal movement."

After finishing my drink and my conversation with Tom I walked back up to John and Ann's place and this time they were there to greet me at the door.  I spent a long time chatting with John about genetics, D.N.A., and ancestry.  John had started this conversation by telling me how all of the Bradys and Connallys in the area had been marrying each other over the past century or so.  He figured it was because of a shared spark, a sort of connection passed on through their D.N.A.  I quietly figured it was simply down to a reduced dating, and thereby a reduced gene pool.  That same thing seems to happen in Arkansas and we Texans call it what it is, inbreeding. 

I  later mentioned to John that Tom had told me a little bit about the spiritual renewal movement happening in Roundwood.  John explained how a few people in the village had really began to take faith seriously and were committed to re-evangelizing the area.  I let him know about the work we're involved in Dublin.  We wished each other well in our respective areas and I went upstairs to take a much needed shower.  After chatting on the phone with Juli, I stumbled (literally) back into the village for a meal at the Roundwood Inn.  The place was quaint, the staff were friendly, and my baked chicken and chips was most delicious.

After hobbling back to the room around 8:30, I began to think about how I might change my route to make the next two days more realistic.  With sore feet, a sore knee, and the same old cheap hiking boots my planned 35 miles over the next two days weren't going to happen.  By the time I was in bed I had decided on hiking into Laragh on Tuesday and then catching the bus back to Dublin on Wednesday.  As my feet and knees continued to throb through the night, I edited that plan and decided to catch the bus to Dublin from Roundwood on Tuesday.  I love to hike, but I prefer to do it when I can enjoy it and not just get through it.

So this morning I woke up, enjoyed my full Irish breakfast with John and Ann, and then caught the St. Kevin's bus back to Bray where I jumped on the Dart and before too long was back in Raheny.  My tennis shoes might still be at the entrance to the estate near Shop River and my bag of belongings is somewhere out in the woods near Knockcree Hill.  I don't think I'll make a special trip to retrieve either one, but the next time I'm in the area, I may see if my stuff is still there.  Unless you beat me to it. - Shay     

The Wicklow Way

I've always wanted to do a multiple day hill walk in Ireland or the UK.  When I lived in England a dozen years ago, I never had the opportunity to do one, so when we moved to Ireland last year I told myself that I would have to do several before its all said and done.  Last Thursday, Juli and Ashlyn flew to Kansas City to spend three weeks with Juli's family.  So this has presented me with the perfect opportunity for a multiple day hike.  I'm leaving out bright and early in the morning to trek my way through the forests, hills, mountains, and glens that are county Wicklow.  Lord willing I'll be back on Wednesday evening and I'll have some stories to tell. - Shay